what if i gave up a little control?
what I if gained the ten pounds my body, but not i, prefer. and if I didn't fit into the little jeans i've been zipping up these mornings?
what if i let my hair frizz and let up on the eye-liner, even just a little?
would my fiance leave me? would i scare small children?
would people think i was ugly, like they did in high school?
i'll probably not give up the eye-liner, but what if i didn't drink at night?