ya know those days where you feel blue and your not exactly sure why you're blue today, as opposed to other days?
this would be one of those days. i'm weepy and gloomy and low and letting things bother me. i put a lot of effort these days into not feeling sorry for myself and playing victim, because that just makes me feel worse in the long run and does no one any good. (besides, i'm pretty lucky in the scheme of things.)
today, it's really worrying me that i need to lay out a lot (too much) money for my car AND i owe the IRS and now, an accountant, money.
i can just cover it, but it depletes my savings. and that keeps me stucker (i just liked the word) in a job i don't like too much, because it pays just a little bit more than others.
blah. boo. hiss. want a man who loves me.
oh yeah, and i cut my own bangs with "choppy" results.
there ya go. i think i'm done. THANKS, if anyone had the patience to listen.
i really feel better. i'm off to do some good. :)