tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8381543043245692093.post770279369464641412..comments2023-08-28T02:27:24.945-07:00Comments on I HATE TO WEIGHT... AND MORE: The New Appetite SuppressantI Hate to Weighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17241064340434705588noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8381543043245692093.post-42702931484202649432012-09-09T08:13:14.116-07:002012-09-09T08:13:14.116-07:00it's pretty obvious you have borderline person...it's pretty obvious you have borderline personality disorder. Classic symptoms of eating disorders, addictions, overspending, and an invalidating relationship with your mother who valued your appearance far more than who you were. You should look into DBT therapy. I've been there, I know what it looks like. I had the same kind of mom. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8381543043245692093.post-28279259886919774222012-08-25T18:48:21.933-07:002012-08-25T18:48:21.933-07:00I ate for comfort when i was really small. I think...I ate for comfort when i was really small. I think it stopped about 11 or 12. My big southern family loves to 'feed' people. It is a sign of love. We even keep the animals 'fat and happy.' I think I felt smothered by that love. I think that by rejecting food for so long, I was rejecting love that I didn't feel I deserved and I was rejecting a lot of over protection and worry that came from my parents. They had both dealt with tragedies early on in their lives that made then lean toward being overprotective of us. I don't know. I still hate my appetite. If I could have my way, I would get rid of it and get rid of eating. I understand that is not healthy but food is so complicated and weighted (no pun intended) with emotional issues. It is almost like I am sick of it...sick of trying to sort it out. Lately I am trying to eat healthy but mostly bc I want it to make me feel better physically, not bc i want to be thin or whatever. I think that by suppressing appetite, or even wanting to, we are really trying to suppress something else..something very natural and necessary. I don't think I would ever try this drug, but to be honest, not having an appetite sounds like a good way to live to me...or maybe that is the disordered side of me talking. I don't know...ghost girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13896624901302720397noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8381543043245692093.post-44055925892980722572012-08-20T11:01:02.560-07:002012-08-20T11:01:02.560-07:00the is a book called made to crave you should read...the is a book called made to crave you should read it. I so am with you an the eating for comfort, although i may not be physically over weight i have to really control this are, as its so easy to let take you over! great honest post! :)<br /><br />check me out ladyveethatme.blogspot.ca<br />or sugarlessdiaries.blogspot.caLady Veehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18361163891343663262noreply@blogger.com